Recognition

Every night I go to sleep
I pray that I will get some relief,
I wish as I look and smell your hair,
Tomorrow I will wake with out a care

Every morning when I finally wake,
I open one eye to assess my fate,
I take a deep breath and finally rise,
Open the curtains to reveal rainy skies

Every day I hope that my life will improve,
I have this overwhelming feeling I’ve got nothing to lose,
But I love the ones who love me the most,
But they are in love with a living ghost

For I have died and only shell remains,
I cannot even grieve for all my pain,
For truth is somewhere and will never be found,
As I lay six feet underground

They smile at me and believe, ‘its ok’
But they will never understand my way,
And I will never understand just why,
Why fate can never ever let it lie

I must be punished for others sins,
The others who always get away with things,
The deservers of punishment will never see,
That their burdens are carried only by me

Justice is a word that is morally great,
But true justice is just a matter of fate,
Those who do wrong and those who are bad,
Get left alone, as the good go mad.

So starved of smiles and filled with rage,
I find it hard to turn the next page,
So rampant is the will of men
So take deep breaths and count to ten

I try so hard to find a spiritual guide,
When I think I have found it, they begin to hide,
For pain is my future and so it will be,
For those who love me, will eventually see.

EyeCeyE 2007