Pain

The pain it washes over me in waves without a sound
I’ve fallen down onto my knees now i lay here on the ground
The tears they sting my swollen eyes and I taste the salty brine
I told her everything i am, and now shes no longer mine

I fuck my life with each twist and turn, but hope keeps me alive
I love my children so much it hurts and they force me to survive,
But thrive is what i cannot do, as the demons pull me down
to the depths of darkness where i cannot breathe and i know i’ll eventually drown.

So I struggle to breathe and I beg to a god who left me long ago
I go upstairs and under my bed is a solution that I know
I pull my knife out of its sheath and slowly start to saw
the serrated blade, my enemy, that is poignant in my war

But peace arrives waving a flag to allow me to finally sleep
I drift into unconsciousness and I no longer need to weep
I wake into the same old world and curse and stare above
Cos all I’ve ever wanted, is for me to be loved.

HURT

The Long Winding Road...

Vincent

Fish have no feelings

Favourite but greatly underhyped Beatles song

Cannabis: Back to where we started!

As most of you readers are aware, the law on cannabis has just changed, to increase the drug classification system based on harm reduction, social, physical and mental harm.(more on this later)

Anyone who has tried amphetamine knows that it is extremely powerful in large doses, it causes psychosis, full blown psychosis, not to mention the risk of heart problems, speed should be Class A, poor mans cocaine, and that is class A.

Amphetamine is a class B drug, the same as Cannabis now is. The problem being raised, highlighted, excused is that cannabis causes mental health problems, this indicates mental damage therefore increasings its classification back to class B.

ALCOHOL, now heres the thing. How many studies, how much research, how many labs experiments, autopsy reports etc are needed before it is classified as an illegal drug.
It fits all the criteria; it is socially damaging, it is responsible for most violence on the streets and domestic violence. It is physically damaging to the liver, pancreas, heart and can significantly damage neurons in your brain. It too can be life threatening, as you can have seizures if abruptly stopped, or risks of accidents increase ten fold. It is classified as a POISON.

The time has come for there to be justification for the classification of drugs. The graph above indicates that alcohol is more dangerous than ecstasy, solvents, LSD, and GHB! The guidelines and the law is out dated and incorrect, and the reason cannabis has been reclassified is for political reasons, and NOT based on the amount of harm caused to the individual and society at large.

A Perfect Day

The Spring has Arrived ...........

Pavane - Please play at my funeral xx

Aint no sunshine, baby!

Sometimes music can be purely distilled emotions....

Ignorant, Dangerous, and Racist Blog (please boycott)

I have recently discovered a website, a blog, which is brutally opposed to other religions, other races, and other countries other than White, Republican Americans.....the site is called...."The American Jingoist"
www.theamericanjingoist.blogspot.com/

The site exists purely, as far as I can make out, to encourage the eradication of Islam, it is a site of hatred for Muslims, and a despiser of any other race other than White American.

They even despise the U.K for their alleged, 'relaxed' views on terrorism, and acceptance of Muslims in general.....for this, I am more proud than ever to be British.

The website is filled with ignorance, and puritanical zeal, their sole purpose is to 'big up' Republican America, disrespect other political parties, but mainly with the sole intention of using 9/11 etc etc to blame the Muslim world for every problem that exists in Western Civilization today.

The website encourages hatred, has a disturbing, unbalanced, and dangerous ethos, with regard to distrust of the rest of the world, and smacks of media propaganda injected into the hearts and brains of, an otherwise, intelligent society of American Civilians.

All I ask is that readers of this blog, take the time to visit their site, and feel free to voice their opinion, although, it is likely to fall on extremely deaf ears, you will have some impact, if only to strengthen their views that Muslims have tainted our souls in some respect blah, blah, blah.....

How dare they, and by that, Barrack Obama, dare to mention dis-arming Republican America?!?!?! Do half-witted Americans who support the War on Terror, really have the right, or intelligence to have Arms? Have they the intelligence to use Arms wisely, and not just use the 2nd Ammendment as a tool to enforce their racist views, and use their weapons for offense and not defense?!?!

YOU DECIDE! X

~Cute Girl Beatbox~

~This made me chuckle....impressive use of video editing~